you just want to bash your head against the wall? cuz everything just seems to be turning out wonderfully wrong and it's like watching a fascinating train wreck only you're stuck in it -_- i rlyrly need to learn how to do this organizing thing
on the bright side, college apps are done. can't say i did my best on them but they're done and that's all that matters.
- Mood:
discontent - Music:csjh the grace - sukoshi de ii kara
HAPPY NEW YEAR!~
Wow, I still remember my post last year, when I made "resolutions" and stuff. As expected, I didn't really follow it but I feel a lot happier now. But that might just be because I'm almost done with college apps fweeee~
Hope you all start the new year well, and that we can continue to grow together!
- Mood:
bouncy
Merry Christmas!!!!! I hope all of you lovelies have a wonderful day, and if you don't celebrate Christmas, it doesn't hurt to remember that we should always be kind and loving to others. Speaking of Christmas and gifts, one of my friends knows I love Dongbang and he even like fanboyed to me about Doushite. So he and my other friend came over Tuesday to hang out and he brought me a gift. I opened it this morning and it's the 2009 desk calender guys. I wish he was here so I could hug him lol.
I'm off to buy late Christmas gifts for people (sorry honeys better late than never?!) and to visit my grandfather's grave. Toodles!
I LOVE YOU ALL <333
- Music:Creator - Clazziquai
oh and also, i don't really wanna discuss it, but mkmf. i'm so incredibly proud of the boys for getting the most awards even though they haven't been active in korea for almost two years. that is an attest to both their popularity and their talent. best album? come on. that's amazing, especially with all the competition this year. and i hope people don't go around bashing other groups, because seriously, that would just be stupid. honestly, at first i was a little miffed that the boys didn't get other daesangs but then i thought about it and realized that to us, the boys are always promoting and being busy, but to the korean music industry, they've been virtually absent this whole time. so of course they don't "deserve" to get things like best artist, because they just had their comeback at the end of the year. i really think best album was the most meaningful award they could have received. best group or artist would have just proven their popularity, but best album shows that all the blood, sweat and tears they invested in this paid off. and also SHINee yay! i'm so happy for these boys, they totally deserved it. they're abso-frickin-lutely adorable, talented, and hardworking. not to mention the fact that it's so good to see that they look up to their sunbaes and always speak of them respectfully, with a kind of awe. and they're all such cute little fanboys.
- Location:still in my house
- Mood:
calm - Music:the way i am - ingrid michaelson
Take that and shove it up your conservative religious asian arses. Can you tell I don't really agree w. the views of my friends and their families? :]
- Mood:
excited - Music:P.D.A (We Just Don't Care) - John Legend
WELCOME TO MY JOURNAL CHRISTINA, CHRISTINE AND JESSICA.
LOL idek if you guys will check your f-list and see this but w.e. math and bio are killing me right now and i need a reason to be happy. jessica if you read this, do you know where the e problems are for math hw?!
also
HEY DON'T BRING ME FRIKKIN DOWN. I LOVE IT. AND IT'S UP FOR PREORDER. BUT IDK WHICH VER TO GET. PROBABLY THE ONE WITH THE POSTER. aslkfgdjhksjslkjg
also
boy!problems wtf self and no it's not andrew D:
using freakishly glowing taemin icon bc i kinda feel the way he looks
- Mood:
busy - Music:나 이젠 - V.O.S and Monday Kiz
Look Yunho says, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!" 8)b
May all your wishes come true on this loveliest of all days, and here's to looking forward to yet another year of life, love, and laughter. U know honey, people are like cheese. They just keep getting better with age :D
I love you so much Tiffo and I'm so grateful I was able to meet such an amazing and delightful person like you. Thank you for being a friend and a wonderful person!
Much love,
Audrey
- Mood: happy
- Music:U-Go-Girl - Lee Hyori
What's crackalackin babes :]
I have yet to start on my summer hw
I need to do sat hw
I should read my sociology book
Permit test Friday ._.
I really should start thinking about colleges and the like
oh and i forgot to mention. the girl in front of me in comp class, she looks like maybe a freshman or sophomore, but one day i was looking at her screen out of boredom and i realized she was reading fic. not just any fic. slashfic. 8) oh the joys of knowing another person that likes slash :] and i saw her searching for stuff on lj hee. i would talk to her but that class is so quiet it's like a graveyard :X
- Mood: amused
- Music:동방신기- Doushitte Kimi wo Suki ni Natte Shimattandarou
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scribete's SuRi is so awesome I could cry :|and what does the Zhoumi icon have to do with this, you ask? Not much, really, except that he's happy, and SuRi makes me happy, so in my mind, it all works out :]b
- Location:Nowhere, Everywhere
- Mood:
listless - Music:끌려 (Attraction) (Original Mix) - PDIS Ft. May Doni
DEAR LORD, IF TVXQ IS REALLY GOING TO HOLLYWOOD BOWL, PLEASE HELP ME TO WORK HARD IN MY STUDIES SO THAT I MAY CONVINCE MY MOTHER TO LET ME GO SEE THEM. PLEASE. Thank You?
...I think I'm going crazy gaiz, if I find out I could have seen them and for whatever reason missed out...I feel like I would cry, srsly ;-;
- Location:In front of the laptop, trying to study
- Music:TVXQ - O-正.反.合 (Chinese Ver.)
mom: That guy and that guy look alike.
me: Who?
mom: Shiwon and Choikang Junsu
ohgod. I thought I was going to die for laughing so much. mommy, you may decry fandom as the reason I get distracted from school, but you're really a fangirl lady. i'm actually quite pleasantly surprised she remembered that much, it's not like I tell her their names on a regular basis. :D
- Location:In front of the comp
- Mood:
giggly - Music:Mayday - Zhi Zu (Contented)
Having said that, my resolutions:
1. Stop procrastinating. (This one is gonna be hard)
2. Learn the meaning of hard work and dedication.
3. Be a better daughter, friend, person.
4. Not to live every day as if it were my last, but to be able to look back on each day without feeling as if I've wasted it.
5. Laugh. Love. Live.
I'm not gonna go into details of my boring life, but let's just say that late '06-early '07 was not the best time for me. So I'm really looking forward to having a fresh start, where I can just make myself into a better person. iOjala que pueda mejorarme en el Ano Nuevo! 새해복 많~이 바드세요! I don't even know if I spelled that right...eh oh well.
Love,
Audrey Bae
- Location:In the New Year
- Mood: optimistic
- Music:Push It - Garbage
- Location:In my room
- Mood:
determined - Music:사랑앓이 (Lovesick) - F.T Island
What the heck Eunhyuk, I did not know you could sing like that O.o, and they all have great vibrato :] And at the end of Teuk's part, he makes this face like he smells something....unpleasant XD
And then-there's this
When I first heard this without watching the video, I thought, ok it's good.... But I watched the perf. and OH MY GOSH. And the only thing I can really think of right now, is that I love these guys so much - other than that, I can't think of anything else that would make sense.
- Location:Home
- Mood:speechless
- Music:애인 있어요 - Super Junior K.R.Y + Donghae
MERRY CHRISTMAS!~
Well, now that that's done with. :D I hope that even if you guys don't celebrate Christmas, your days are filled with cheer and love. Thank you guys all for being such great people, really, it's nice to know there are some people out there that are kind without prejudging others.
Oh gosh, I'm getting all sentimental now....and I'm starting to feel all warm and fuzzy inside :]
- Location:In front of the fireplace
- Mood: content
- Music:Last Farewell - Big Bang
OMG Procrastination ftw....>.< I'm so bad :[
Oh well, I've been wanting to do one of these for a while, but never found the time so....yeah :/
Taken from vicvickyrox
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Tag as many people in your F-LIST as possible!
If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
Dreams Come True - CSJH the Grace [...what??]
What do you like in a guy/girl?
술이야 - Vibe [...I like guys that drink their troubles away?! the heckk?]
How do you feel today?
1st Love - MC Mong [ok I guess this isn't that bad...I feel happy then?]
What is your life's purpose?
Choosey Lover (Shibuya Sun Mix) - DBSK [...I don't even know what to say...I want to find a chossey lover, or be one?....>.>]
What is your motto?
The (After) Life of the Party - Fall Out Boy [O.O'']
What do your friends think of you?
Touch the Sky Ft. Lupe Fiasco - Kanye West [I dream big? :D]
What do you think of your parents?
Gotta Do - Ivy [I have to deal with them?]
What do you think about very often?
Beverly Hills - Weezer [hahahaha I want to be rich lol]
What is 2 + 2?
미안한 마음 - Wonder Girls [LOL I don't want to do 2+2 anymore :]]
What do you think of your best friend?
Choosey Lover -R.Yamaki's Groove Mix- - DBSK [What is it with the Choosey Lovers?! :P Then again, it doesn't specify which best friend...but that's still kinda weird.]
What do you think of the person you like?
Material Girl - Madonna [uhm...I like guys??]
What is your life story?
Wonder Boy - Super Junior [I swear, this quiz WANTS me to be the opposite sex =-=. Other than that, I like this one, since the song talks about being yourself and all that jazz.]
What do you want to be when you grow up?
경복궁 Jig - 2nd Moon [Great, now I'm a JIG?!]
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Beautiful One - Kim Sang Hun [Thankfully something normal, I would have died if it was Choosey Lover again XD]
What will you dance to at your wedding?
My Destiny - DBSK [Aww the title sounds so sweet, but...the song itself is kinda sad, isn't it? ._.]
What will they play at your funeral?
Still Take You Home - Arctic Monkeys [WTF They're going to carry my dead body HOME?! Of course, if I was sane, I would take home to mean like Heaven or something.]
What is your hobby/interest?
I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy And All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me - Fall Out Boy [....So my hobby is to sleep with guys in F.O.B. (LOL Pete Wentz) and have songs written about me and cheap perfume....greaaat, that's just peachy -_-]
What is your biggest fear?
Trashed & Scattered - Avenged Sevenfold [ok this is actually kinda accurate, I don't want to be left behind and forgotten]
What is your biggest secret?
사랑 스러워 - Kim Jong Kook [uhhh...My secret is that I'M loveable, or I think someone ELSE is?...I prefer me XD]
What do you think of your friends?
Imaginary - Evanescence [The first song I got was something from a live CD by Jay Chou...I think, I couldn't read it, so I just skipped to the next song :P...But my friends are imaginary....??? omg how sad I'm actually a loner :[]
What is your motto?
Somewhere Only We Know - Keane [Wasn't this one already asked?? But anyway, this doesn't make sense....at least not to me]
....I need to learn how to lj-cut....*fail* I'm tagging anyone who is bored and needs something to do :] Like me hahaha
- Location:In front of the computer, "trying" to finish homework
- Mood: relaxed
- Music:Ex-Girlfriend - No Doubt
Cuz every fangirl should know what a day with DBSK would be like :]
This made me a bit sad though, I can't believe I rejected Susubee and Jae XD
In other news, I need to catch up on fangirling :[ RL is making me really frustrated right now...errr :/
- Location:In front of the computer
- Mood: giggly
- Music:Maybe Misery - Quietdrive
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Other than the fact that they're hot in white, I noticed that Jae's the only one not wearing a tie :] He's like wearing...a scarf...which makes him look more casual and laid back than the others. Hehehe I don't even know why I'm posting this, I'm just bored, procrastination is ruling my life :[
Lol and I'm planning on writing about how TVXQ and SJ are an important part of my life and how they represent a part of me :D
Too bad my teacher won't read it XP
- Location:In between the real world and TVXQ!land
- Mood: amused
- Music:Gackt - Last Song
It's only me and my bro at home cuz my mom's having dinner with her friends, so a little bit before, my brother went to go buy food. While he was out (and I was home alone....at night) the doorbell rings. Obviously, I'm not going to answer it because I have this irrational fear that one day I'm going to open the door unsuspectingly and some stranger is going to shoot my head off >.<
I just sit here at my comp and do homework and whatnot, and the person rings the doorbell like 2 more times, but not in quick succession...more like....after a couple minutes or so. WHich means, that person is waiting....which normal people don't usually do. I know it's not my brother's or my mom's friend, cuz they would have told me. THerefore, it must be some RANDOM STRANGER trying to GET INTO MY HOUSE. ._. Ok so then my brother comes home blahblahblah no more ringing doorbell. Just in case, he checked to see if it was for advertising or something, but nothing was there.
A couple of minutes later, I get up to eat some food, and I'm heading back to my comp, and as I'm walking back, THE DOORBELL RINGS and I see some guy's head through the window at the top of my front doors. Me, being the little paranoid scared girl I am, pretend I didn't see anything and keep walking, sit down (where the guy can't see me) and resume my homework. Now, the guy not only rings the dang doorbell, but knocks on the door....like really loudly. So. Conclusion? It's obviously some questionable stranger, and I'm not going to open my door in the night, when my parents aren't home. -_-
Now I'm too scared to get up again..... :[
- Location:Home
- Mood:
scared - Music:잘못된 만남 - Ayumi
So I figured I should actually start POSTING in here...=-=
SO, to start things off, HELLO to Vania! and Tiffany if she ever sees this haha Because I am happy to find out that I'm not the only girl from DB that regularly spazzes about DongBang and Junsu and....their sexiness O.o haha It's nice to know I'm not alone,
Next, a spaz about SJ mostly, because their second album is out, their movie is out, they look hot and I think I'm going to die and go to fangirl heaven :X
FIrst and foremost...HOMGZ KYU IS BACK! AND HE'S BLOND!!
Anyway, I kept telling my mom to go check the video store to see if Pretty Boy Series of Terror Events or w.e. it be called -_- was out, and she called and was like Audrey it came out I borrowed it.
I thought I was going to scream -_- But I just hope there are subs....cuz I can't understand complex Korean words *fail* and I also hope my mom doesn't think I'm weird for my obsession to hot Korean boybands... ._.
So now I have to try and finish my homework so I can watch the movie....stupid hmwrk....
Now about Don't Don. Like, srsly, that song is AWESOME, like it's up there with DBSK's "O". And I'm not just biased cuz I play violin and because
I'm planning on asking my parents if I can buy the album as my bday present. This decision came about after many days of going between Don't Don, Shine/Ride On, or waiting till the Shine photobook or All About TVXQ vol. 2 came out.... -_-
hokay, I think I'll just leave it there....
Next would be DBSK. Cuz, seriously, Ride On is killing my brain what with Chun's voice and the innuendo and why is there not a PV for this?! hahaha Avex probably wouldn't be able to make one that was safe for tv, it would be that sexy. *is shot* and they're going to collab with Koda Kumi!! *sigh* I love seeing evidence of the boys' popularity, it really makes my day ^ ^
....This is probably going to like make your guys' flists all retarded, but, yes this post was absolutely necessary. okbyenow *runs*
- Location:In front of the laptop, "trying to finish hmwrk".
- Mood: ecstatic
- Music:Fall Out Boy - Bang The Doldrums
